War Pigs
Thought this song was very apt today, as we inch ever closer to a calamity on a scale I think none of us really understands.
I hope it all blows over but right now it doesnt look to good.
Pain
Its something that we all experience, and there are multiple types of pain. For the purposes of this post we are talking about emotional pain. Some years ago now I took a very serious step and tried to end my life. I drove my car at high speed into a fairly large tree. I wasnt successful obviously, but I was broken and damaged in ways people could never imagine. We use the word pain a lot in mental health, its used to cover a wide variety of feelings. I can tell you from experience you never want to feel the pain I felt that night. Even the pain from the crash didnt come close to the pain and emptiness that had become me. My carers often ask me would I do it again ? Would I try to harm myself ? I answer I don't know. Believe it or not its the truth. I cant say no I wont, because given that level of pain I might again decide no life is better than a life of never ending suffering. People find this so hard to deal with, pri...
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