TO Take the sad away.
I wish I could I wish I could reach down inside and flick that switch and turn everything nice for me. its been tough. I have been sad a long time, and more recently I am beginning to user stand why. When I was younger I work for the RFS as a volunteer we were told we would not deal with car accidents just fires. LIARS. In twelve months we attended 19 fatalities. That takes its toll. Walking down a free way pickup up arms feet fingers. Lumps of skin you have no idea who they belong to. And the overpowering sickening smell of alcohol I am permanently damaged from those days, the ones I remember are the ones that took their last breath in my arms nightmares are filled with their images. I dont bang on about it here but please remember there is a man who has to pick up you and your loved one's body parts, remember that some police officer has to make a trip to your house and wake you loved ones to tell them you died on a highway or road...