It creeps it crawls its always there
Hi, all not sure how this will come out but here goes. As mentioned I had a really bad incident a week or so ago now, and I am still paying the consequences for that. I have developed a permanent tremor down my left side, and I haven’t eaten a full meal since. Even a piece of toast comes back up. Spoke to my psychiatrist about it he thinks both are related to the meltdown. You see no matter how well I manage the illness it can come back and bite me. He says it is a testimate to me how well I have managed myself and my illness to go so long without this. I am still pulled apart, and im unsure how I go back together. The truth of that night that morning is difficult to recant without showing a side of me that is painful. But to do so I hope that I can help others cope with this. This all started out quite normally for me, the voices started mid afternoon and were in a particularly bad mood with me, so around 7.00pm I took my normal meds an...