The Old Tin Shed

From your Lance Leader; Your Valor, fighting spirit and dedication on the field, proved again why we are the best, and we will server Davion for a long time yet.  To Markus your move to intercept is every reason why we are known as hard fighters and it was glorius to watch you in action. To the rest of the lance, well do fight on and may the glory be yours.

The work I have been doing enters its last phase before billing today, the customer has expressed his happiness with the work and end numbers considering the amount of alterations that he has made. Me im just a thank fuck that is over.  I realize why I retired from this work a long time ago. (a) I'm not well enough for the extended stress (b) I'm sick of holding back what I really want to say to the client, especially when they change their mind half way through. (c) I really cant do the work any more I take everything personally where once it would have not mattered. SO yeah by doing this work I have put my mental health at risk.  Dumb stupid and downright dangerous is what I have done.  I'm lucky im not locked up in a mental ward.  But its all done but the shouting now soon will have the cash to get the equipment then comes the build and installation its all looking fairly easy so fingers crossed. Ohh so you all know going to use Redhat on the server but setup a

Well, I awoke about an hour ago and I feel like a Sausage and Egg McMuffin and a Hasbrown, topped off with a large Fanta. Ohh so healthy of me but after the way I have been feeling this past week I think I deserve a dirty treat. Hope your day starts out great as well.  After breakfast its down to contracts ohh the joy. Horse

Hi Reader.  What the hell is the Turkish PM on.  Freedom is Freedom no limit.  It means you can say what you like.  Censorship is no freedom at all. Neo Nazi's spew hate throughout the western world, I hate the message and what it stands for but I will go shoulder to shoulder with these scum bags to protect their right to say it. Freedom isn't something that you limit.  That becomes censorship.  Also what is limited who makes that decision.  Government.  Well we all know how that goes, ask anyone in Stalin's Russia or North Korea, or China for that matter.  I could add a huge number of African and south American states to that as well. In my country every attempt at curtailing the internet has been derailed by the public because we fear a system when the government re-enters our homes and our bedrooms.  So to the Turkish PM.  Grow the fuck up.  You are no better than your communist neighbours, you talk freedom but you mean repression, you talk of a free press bu

Hey all; well the cycle continues im crashing and fairly hard at that. Physically unwell I caught a stomach bug over christmas and my usuall complaints left me on 4 lots of anti biotics this past week. Im over tired, I am stressed and I have been having thoughts of suicide once again.  Been to the point of planning in my head how I will end it.  What I will leave behind and ultimately what I believe will happen to my body and my soul once I die. It cant be right to be punished this way, I have paid more for my mistakes than any man on earth I am sure.  Tonight I am sitting here sleep not coming like it should.  I have taken the normal med supply will delve into the extra's shortly. So why do I say its a cycle.  Every year since my breakdown I come off a kind of manic high and collapse into a depressed state.  No its worse than that I fall into a place where I no longer care if I wake up tomorrow or not.  Where I no longer care what people think of me the wonderful but hol

Thanks to all that read, makes me feel kind of humble since I never set out to make those kind of numbers.  Thanks

Yeah thats right thye had a right to make fun at the prophet, they were right to stand their ground.  We should never back down to such threats.  This week the French people showed that they strongly believe in the freedom of the press and as such, the attacks have lost their power to strike fear. I believe the paper is about to release another magazine where they make fun of the prophet, I agree fully with their right to do so.  Freedom of press means you can say what you want, without restriction and if you don't like what they have to say then don't read it. Its a load of BS and most Muslims probably don't subscribe to the stupidity that saw gunmen in a cartoon office.  You guys need to make more noise because most cant hear it and think that you agree with the actions. If these things keep happening I see a race war being fought and goodluck with that one.