So I talk again about the pain
Hi all, warning this may end up long. Then again that seems to be theme with me of late. I was trolling through my past posts and noticed with great pride that my most popular posts were about my struggle with mental illness. It seems that others have been reading and in the end that is exactly why I bear my soul here. http://theoldtinshed.blogspot.com.au/2012/07/to-see-into-darkness.html Above is one of my favorite posts and, has been read a lot by others. Some of the themes in there I wanted to elaborate on today. You see the darkness I talk about is not a quantitative thing. To others it would be a nice place. But to me its a place that scares me, where the insecurities and evil intent live. Its never a nice place to go or to see. I have stared at myself in the mirror and what I saw churning beneath the blue eyes really scares me. If I let it run, if I gave in the fight the outcome for me would not be goo...