Its Started
Whats started. Not something important to others but to me its a major step forward. It means mentally I have changed position yet again. That is really important in my longer term recovery and understanding of my own illness. So whats started. I can listen to new music again. Doesn't sound like much but it is. Until recently new music made me tense and paranoid. Then after all the stress of the last week changed me. Now I crave new sounds new music. It also has another meaning one that is extremely important to me, it means that I can now enjoy my gaming without having to give it up after 40 minutes. I am becoming the old me, the me that was ok that enjoyed to explore the world around him. If I gain one more thing back, I will have recovered the parts of me that I wanted back. That were taken away by the illness and medications. I just need to be able to write short stories again. I miss that creative ou...