The Old Tin Shed

The last couple days I have been thinking of the legacy that was felt behind when Chester took his life. The sheer volume of work they created I think will keep his memory alive, and now I am not upset I am loving it all over again.  Chester is your watching us from above, please know your music will keep on saving lives, even though it could not save yours.  RIP buddy and one day we will meet where the oceans bleed into the sky, Horse

Off to the doctors again today and tomorrow, cant win Horse

I have had a huge couple of weeks readers, doing the dreaded house shift.  Per usual the agents are being dicks and causing me hassles but that's for another day after they get creamed in court. As most of you know im not especially well a lot of the time and stress makes me even worse. So I wanted to thank my special family and a close friend for all their help during this time.  And today especially to our close friend she stopped me from going into a full melt down.  Tomorrow is an off day for everyone and back to the fight on Monday. Hope we dont move again any time soon Horse

Hi all I know a lot of my stuff has a dark edge but I think this one is a little different.  I actually pondered this on the way back from the city this afternoon. As far as I know we are all Mortal and do not know the time or date of our lives.  So I pondered this question today.  What if you somehow found out when you were going to die? What would you prioritize as the most important things to do? This is not a simple question to be asking, I found the more I pondered the more and more my ideas narrowed, until it came down to just  a couple of things.  Now I am going no where near religion here I am talking about practical more than spiritual things. So here is my short list. (1) Tell my mother I love her despite her flaws, and make sure she understood what I wanted when I was gone. (2) Tell my partner how much I love him and make love and sleep in each others arms (3) Tell my closest two friends how much they have meant to me over the years (4) Cry Everything came down