And People Wonder Why
Today is a classic example of how unstable I can be at times. I went to bed early last night (around 11.00pm), with the intention of having a full day of work today. So the sleep went ok, and I got a lot of research done that I wanted to do. Was hoping to study today. But I came to the reality a couple of hours ago, I am never going to finish the study that, no matter how much I ideally want to do it, its just not going to happen. Now I start paying off the debt I have incurred in the idea of studying. Thing is when I do the work I get High Distinction marks all the way through. I'm quite good at it. But I cant be consistent enough to do it. Not with other things distracting me for my attention. And the days I can barely function on my own let alone try and take information in. Its this type of destruction that has seen me fail at almost everything I have attempted to do since I was diagnosed. ...