I nearly met my maker
Hi;
Well last 48 hours havent been great and this morning I swsa struggling to hang on to my life. I have had bad voices and this has led me to tale xanax. I knew I had taken to much when my dream only had dead people in it.
I became aware I wasn't breathing and what followed for me was the worst nightmare ever. I tried in vain to get my body to roll over to make me breath. All the times things in the dream asking me to stay not to go.
There was both peace there and panic I was on the verge of death. The fact I am sill talking at all right now is just chance. 1/2 milligram more and you would have heard about my funeral. Death nearly took me this morning and if I hadn't been aware im sure it wouild have.
Im a little shaken right now,not sure when I will talk about this in the real world but im shaken thats for sure.
Horse
Well last 48 hours havent been great and this morning I swsa struggling to hang on to my life. I have had bad voices and this has led me to tale xanax. I knew I had taken to much when my dream only had dead people in it.
I became aware I wasn't breathing and what followed for me was the worst nightmare ever. I tried in vain to get my body to roll over to make me breath. All the times things in the dream asking me to stay not to go.
There was both peace there and panic I was on the verge of death. The fact I am sill talking at all right now is just chance. 1/2 milligram more and you would have heard about my funeral. Death nearly took me this morning and if I hadn't been aware im sure it wouild have.
Im a little shaken right now,not sure when I will talk about this in the real world but im shaken thats for sure.
Horse
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