I nearly ended up in the ground from my attempts and I am positive it made my illness worse. The anxiety that was associated with the whole inability to be everything to everyone, and the fact I could never ever be who I wanted not even for a minute, lead to me attempting to take my own life.
Body image is a big one for so many young people I feel sad that they feel they need to do that to themselves. I feel sad that like me until recently they dont realize that people will love and cherish them without all those things they think they should have or should be.
Me personally when I was young I was a beautiful person, blond haired blue eyed god. I have the photos to prove it. But I realized early on that that was never going to be enough that in the end it just made me like everyone else that I hated. Now I am a fat bald man lol, and to be honest I really don't care that much what people think of me. I know I am loved and to an extent I always will be.
Anyway enjoy the video.