Please not today

Got paid this morning paid all the bills have not a cent left.  Clients owe me money and I have a quote to finish which should bring in money in a couple weeks,

But been feeling bad this week taken new anti-biotics since old ones don't work any more, see if they can knock down the cold.  But I just want to not be here today.  I dont want to be breathing I dont want to be even typing this.  Im taking stilnox already taken a valium.

Hope I wake in a better state of mind


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