Recovery a begining and an Ending
Well its been a few days since I posted. A lot has happened to be recently and to be honest I havent had the mental energy to sit and tell you anything. My relationship with my partner of 5 years is over. We had drifted apart, we are still friends and I hope it to remain that way. There has not been an argument or a fight just a realization that we were no longer in love with each other. For me he distance emotionally and lack of intimacy was in the end to much. For him he felt I had gotten to needy on both those things. So the impasse was not resolved. So its an ending, yet another one in my life but we will both be better off for it, and I can stop walking around on egg shells every time he comes home. The reality of it all has started to hit home from his side this past couple days. He is slowly getting shut out of my daily life, and he is finding that hard to deal with. I have been out a lot these last weeks, partly because...