Wheels within Wheels circles within circles
One of the biggest things I deal with daily is paranoia. Now its not the tin foil hat type the governments watching me. I know that bits true thanks to Mr Snowden and co. Its about how I interpret things. An example of something simple. Was at the supermarket tonight, I always try and go through the same girl, I find her pleasant and she has always got a friendly smile. I will often wait a little longer so I can go through her register. Well tonight as I was walking up she closed her register. Now a normal person would see that as something simple like she is going on a break or going home. But to my paranoid mind, its part of a pattern. A pattern of people not wanting to be around me. So next thing I am checking my phone to see when last people called me. It escalates from there to sending those I havent heard from this week a text message, trying to find out if I had done something wrong. One thing sets of anoth...